AH HA...

Alright Alright Alright. We are sitting here allowing gorgeous weather surge through my apartment with all windows open... even had the front door open for a while. .. So the fresh air must of helped. That along with brushing my teeth. It's amazing how such a simple activity can turn your day around.

I had a very long day yesterday which has allowed the stress to build up in my chemicalias partes de mi cabesa. I'm ready for a rant. I can rant all day I think. I'm not upset. I'm not let down. I'm not a lot of things but pissy just happened to wake up and burrow into my abdula oblemgada or whatever the fuck it is that makes you angry.

This is what today has brought. This is what writing... physically has placed on a page that could get put into the senior show. We'll figure it out... we, me myself and i. All three personalities that live within.

"There are certain things that can make a person happier than usual. To "normal" people that might be a sunny day or a brand new car; to those of us who have several screws loose, it can be squishing a bug, cutting off someone in an expensive car, or buying things that make only us laugh. What does that mean for you? 'YOU' the normal. The ones that buerocrats care about and socialism wanted to save. It means you're stuck. You're stuck within the loose screws. It means you have to deal with us. You can't put us in looney bins anymore... not without a lot of paperwork... who really wants to do such annoying paperwork? Not the normal. You have the authority like all others to do absolutely NOTHING.

You might have no authority to do anything but the loose screw folks have the authority to be the crazies. Being crazy and humorous has it's superb advantages. I find things of no value valuable and things of no interest interesting. I find humor in all things, even death. Being crazy does have downfalls... paranoia.. :) I'm not a paranoid individual like a schizo but I do worry... worry worry worry worry worry about EVERYTHING.

I sit at home and worry about you! You! I worry about your life. I don't know you, but I worry for you. I worry that you don't know what humankind is capable of and that you will allow more suprifulous things to happen. I worry that you don't care and never will. I worry that this is the end of important life. Computers are important and will soon run lives. Not like the "Matrix" but robotics is growing and science does advance itself very quickly, even if THEY don't tell us. :) "

I am too humored with myself to continue. Those of you who actually know me should find this funny. That I'm ranting about things that are worth ranting about when "I'm the crazy one". Don't worry those of you who don't know me. I'm not crazy, I just hate people yet worry about them all day long! I should be a dictator. I wouldn't have any good followers but I'd sure have a lot of fun! How is it possible that the most educated people in a country can't figure things out? Political correctness should be done away with. You can't sue the government so why does it matter when dealing with foreign affairs what the MF'ers say? Nevermind...

I'm going to go watch Dr Strangelove or some mundane movie with a lot of explosions. Maybe a nice romantic comedy to cheer my spirits . ... I wish I knew why I was in such a morbid mood!