Monday, April 23, 2007
End of happy
K, I've been doing so well this semester with not letting shit get to me overall but I think it's over. I think I'm starting to push people away, becoming anti-social because I don't want to really say bye and because I have no money to have a good time. I don't get to see my puppy and I just feel like a bitch all the time. I don't feel like I'm making anyone happy and it's not making me happy either. I want some things to fall into place. God and everyone else knows I'm trying ridiculously hard to get everything where it needs to be. So why is it not working? Life is lame sometimes. I can't wait for it to be better. At least I know it will come and that I'm just an Impatient person.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Happy, Puppy, Life, Sleep, Loath
Wow, I cannot believe I haven't posted anything in practically a month. I'm on the computer non-stop except to sleep or drive... or drink. Obviously NONE of those go together.
I have had a CRAZY few weeks. I've sent out I think close to 50+ resumes, unfortunately almost half of those were cold applications (I have no idea if those companies are hiring). I have received 3 not interested replies and 3 interview requests. I had to turn one of those requests down because I found out how far away the city was from here and then another company was unaware that I would not be able to start right away, but did encourage me to re-apply if necessary when I have graduated. I have another interview on Friday this week. So, I'll be up late nights working on getting my portfolio together in order to impress. Hopefully someone interesting will want me to be a part of their company.
My sleep pattern has almost gone back to normal. I had a serious bout of insomnia for a while and then became a little reliant on the meds the doctor suggested and prescribed. I just can't take them anymore because of my stupid insurance company. Melatonin works wonders though and luckily is over the counter. Also, staying up insanely late nights for a week and having and really strange Easter helped too. I just woke up a lot last night but slept pretty well.
My parents are getting me a puppy for my graduation present. I am debating on names. My mom picked him out and up today. His birthday was January 29th and he is a papill
on.
He is sooo sweet. This is him to the right. He had just got a bath when my mom got him home. She says he still smells like puppy. Hopefully I will have a chance to spend the weekend with him.
The Names I like and are high on the list today... because I found out about this today... are: Carter, Malcolm, A-bomb, Truman. Those are at least what I have right now. It's leaning more toward Malcolm and Truman. (HA Erin you will be proud I did not use an s on the end of toward because of how you loath it). My dad is threatening to name the dog Drake, Cookie, Baby Boy etc... names I will obviously not be very excited about. Well I think I'm done for the night.
Oh... I was a bitch today. Someone was annoying everyone and playing stupid music from their computer and talking on her phone really loudly and interrupting other peoples' conversations... so I asked a few people if they wanted to listen to a song. They of course did, and I plugged the speakers into the computer and played a really obnoxious song over this other person's music. Loath is the word of the day. I also stayed after class to make copies of images... the copy machine crapped out continuously on me for about 5 copies... guess who the image was of at that time.... Hillary Clinton. That cunt.
I have had a CRAZY few weeks. I've sent out I think close to 50+ resumes, unfortunately almost half of those were cold applications (I have no idea if those companies are hiring). I have received 3 not interested replies and 3 interview requests. I had to turn one of those requests down because I found out how far away the city was from here and then another company was unaware that I would not be able to start right away, but did encourage me to re-apply if necessary when I have graduated. I have another interview on Friday this week. So, I'll be up late nights working on getting my portfolio together in order to impress. Hopefully someone interesting will want me to be a part of their company.
My sleep pattern has almost gone back to normal. I had a serious bout of insomnia for a while and then became a little reliant on the meds the doctor suggested and prescribed. I just can't take them anymore because of my stupid insurance company. Melatonin works wonders though and luckily is over the counter. Also, staying up insanely late nights for a week and having and really strange Easter helped too. I just woke up a lot last night but slept pretty well.
My parents are getting me a puppy for my graduation present. I am debating on names. My mom picked him out and up today. His birthday was January 29th and he is a papill
on.He is sooo sweet. This is him to the right. He had just got a bath when my mom got him home. She says he still smells like puppy. Hopefully I will have a chance to spend the weekend with him.
The Names I like and are high on the list today... because I found out about this today... are: Carter, Malcolm, A-bomb, Truman. Those are at least what I have right now. It's leaning more toward Malcolm and Truman. (HA Erin you will be proud I did not use an s on the end of toward because of how you loath it). My dad is threatening to name the dog Drake, Cookie, Baby Boy etc... names I will obviously not be very excited about. Well I think I'm done for the night.
Oh... I was a bitch today. Someone was annoying everyone and playing stupid music from their computer and talking on her phone really loudly and interrupting other peoples' conversations... so I asked a few people if they wanted to listen to a song. They of course did, and I plugged the speakers into the computer and played a really obnoxious song over this other person's music. Loath is the word of the day. I also stayed after class to make copies of images... the copy machine crapped out continuously on me for about 5 copies... guess who the image was of at that time.... Hillary Clinton. That cunt.
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