End of happy

K, I've been doing so well this semester with not letting shit get to me overall but I think it's over. I think I'm starting to push people away, becoming anti-social because I don't want to really say bye and because I have no money to have a good time. I don't get to see my puppy and I just feel like a bitch all the time. I don't feel like I'm making anyone happy and it's not making me happy either. I want some things to fall into place. God and everyone else knows I'm trying ridiculously hard to get everything where it needs to be. So why is it not working? Life is lame sometimes. I can't wait for it to be better. At least I know it will come and that I'm just an Impatient person.