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Ohh wow, talked to Jesse today... felt like an idiot. I have no common sense this week. Spencer and Jesse fooled me and Kristin. We're such dorks. I have too many electronics too. I have 3 different types of printers, a phone, a camera, a dvd, radio, tv, vcr, george forman grill, mp3 player... etc ... this is not an open invite for someone to come steal shit from me. I need almost all this stuff. I probably could live without part of it. One of the printers doesn't work and I can't format music playlists on my mp3 player anymore and my tv is old. Pretty much leave my shit alone!

Anger consumed much of my afternoon. 1. people in Iowa are lame 2. i count on the wrong people 3. i didn't get all my stuff done because i had to stop to eat (so I wouldn't pass out) and it's fucking -12 degrees outside... who wants to be out there? no one!

I was half way forced to spend money I don't techinically have today. No I didn't write hot checks, but I did charge more shit. I needed the stuff to get my paintings ready... and I did finally buy it. I also got some stuff to help me organize my teeney tiny apartment. I bought maybe 3 suprifulous things... how do u spell that word? someone let me know!

I wouldn't mind some flirting to get my mind off of homework but I don't think that's going to happen anytime soon. It's when I'm looking for it that I have the hardest time finding it.