Thursday, February 8, 2007

Stupid and hurt

I don't know how many more hints I could have given today to one of the people I wish would never talk to me again. She can't figure it out. I had my computer with me. I turned my music on so I wouldn't have to hear her talk, she got louder. She started humming and singing along, I turned it down so she'd feel awkward. When she asked questions I ignored them. When I asked other people questions she answered and I asked someone else again. I just want to tell her to fuck off. She doesn't listen to anyone... EVER! AHHHH!

I have to go home tomorrow. I'm not really looking forward to it. I was home last weekend. I had a dream last night that my mother and I got into another fight. That's what I look forward to, fights. They suck. I'll probably get into one with my dad too but who knows. I'm so pissed off at myself for things that happened earlier this month that I hardly want to function with normal people. I just want to get my problem fixed and then try to move on or see what happens but it's not working of course. It's making my heart hurt.

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