OMG, I've been crying for a couple hours and hyperventilating. I scared myself enough that I can't go to sleep until I've worn myself out from crying and being an emotional mess. All day long with my parents, I watched "Ghost Hunters." Well, some of it got to me and I had to turn a light on and I can't bring myself to lie down and go to bed. I don't live in a haunted anything and have never had a problem in my apartment or any other place for that matter... except once, but I was so scared then I couldn't sleep. It was crazy. Anyway, I know I'm going to be fine because my neighbors would be able to hear my scream no problem :) but just freaking me out; a lot of freaking me out! I'm starting to get sleepy but who knows how long that will last if I'm freaking out when I wake up. I really wanted someone to stay with me here tonight but it hasn't seemed to work out in my favor. Nothing has lately. Everything is a fucking mess!
This is so stupid that I am scared of paranormal. I read about death and destruction and devastation everyday, yet spirits scare me not things like flesh melting and radiation altering everything for decades. WTF is my problem? Maybe I'm scared it's all going to catch up to me now. I know I thought about it on my drive home. Maybe I need to read the Bible and get religious on myself but I dont think it's going to be what the doctor ordered. I am such a mess! AHHH!! :(
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